So I’ve been on plexus for a little over two weeks, not noticing any of these changes everyone seems to be raving about but I did order another two months worth because I’m a 90 day person. I have noticed that my clothes fit tighter in my leg and hip area but that could be either muscles developing from working out or water retention from my current prescription for Bursitis. Which has almost cleared up. Yay! But I’m getting really discouraged with my progress because I’m fighting my schedule and my wallet with this and it doesn’t seem to be working at all. So my next step is going to be pretty radical because I find it easier to just cut out certain food groups completely rather than count calories and portions because I go to school full time almost two hours away, and work about 35 hours a week as a manager and I have to balance my super needy boyfriend (not that he has to talk to me every day or wants to be with me every second but that he cannot stand it if I come to Athens and don’t see him or don’t see him when he comes to hartwell which is like drawing straws basically) my school life, home life, work life, family life and social life while making the time to take care of myself and my body. I do not have time to eat three square meals a day. I barely have time for half a chicken wrap at 4:30 when there’s a break in classes. And god forbid my mom buy something she has to actually prepare and cook. And the house is disgusting and constantly looks like an episode of hoarders. Moving in with Jesse isn’t looking so bad but if I did that I really would be broke and miserable because I get yelled at via text if I don’t answer the phone when he calls because he complains that I get too many text/email/Facebook notifications so I turn my phone on silent and just never change it back because he’s can’t handle that I’m popular. Lol. No but really. It’s kind of ridiculous but it’s much better this time around. But yeah. I just wish my life was a bit more stable so I can do things the way I want to do them. Oh but I get to spend time with my friends this weekend and make use of the grill so that’s awesome. Hope all these plans hold up. :)
dweebbag asked: Hi. How are you?
Fine, super super tired though. How are you?
I’m exhausted from working and crying and trying not to do them simultaneously. It’s upsetting losing someone you’re close to but it’s even more upsetting watching someone you’re even closer to lose that same person. The next few days are going to suck so bad. I hate funerals.
screaming so loud when sugar were going down comes on the radio that it becomes 2005 again